Day One

"It's time for you to learn to dance in the rain rather than wait for the sun."

So, I'm single and I'm in a place that's like couple central to the infinity power. More than often, I am reminded of that which I currently lack. I want to be in a relationship, I would LOVE to be, yet for as much as I date, I just cannot seem to find the right guy. For example, there has been a particular gent that has asked me out on four dates in the past couple of weeks. Today, I think he decided would be the last date. It was kind of a bummer, yet not. I knew from date two that this guy would be no more than a friend. Now, don't get me wrong, he is a fabulous guy and all, just not for me. He will be an amazing husband to some lucky woman, but that lucky woman is not me. That kind of seems like my dating life. I have the opportunity and blessing to date awesome guys yet, they are never more than friends for me. That can be very discouraging and disheartening at times. However, I do not regret dating any of them at all. Being in the company of them has taught me and helped create who I am today. I am such a strong believer that we are a compilation of all the people we've met and the things we've experienced. So for now, until my Prince Charming comes along, I am having a wonderful time relishing in the creation of friendships with many wonderful fellows. I am continuing to learn and grow and have fun. The sun will eventually come out, for it does not rain forever. Until then, I am going to continue to love life, make friendships, learn all I can, and serve others. I cannot let my relationship status get me down, let it consume me. Why choose sadness when I can have happiness? There is no golden ticket to happiness and happiness, peace, and joy can be found in even the darkest, most turbulent of rainstorms. So choose to be happy, regardless of the weather!